Monday, October 5, 2009

It's been more tham a year...

Hey..

I'm kinda sad nw..
Huhuhu..
Firstly, Vicky n Sharon is leaving Town..
They will be going to Laos for their OCP..
I'll pray for their safety n hope they enjoy their trip there..
Gonna miss so so so MUCH!!..
Huhuhu!!
*To Vicky n Sharon,
If u happen to read this, jz to let u noe tat do enjoy urself within tat 10 days..Come back soon alrite!!..I dun expect any gifts if there's any difficulties bt if there is, HEHEHE!!..BUY LAH!!..haha..Going to miss u guys so much so as the Subway family..Sori can't send both of you..Do online some of the time alrite..Hehe..Hv fun guys!!..Muackz muackz, Spank spank!!..

So...
The ting is...
I'm nt sad abt tis bt also this ting i hv kept mare than a yr in my heart..
Fuh!!..
I noe tis gonna be insane bt i must/should say it...
I reali miss someone whom i reali in love wif...
It's gd if u noe who it is...
I jz come to realize that i hv done so much stuff to forget abt him..
Till i went to Vietnam n it's still no use...
So, the conclusion is to wait till graduation..
I will reali actuali forget abt him..
I noe i must hv told my fren bad stuff abt him..
I admit it tat i'm wrong..
I'm sori..
Bt actuali Azhfar Shah was nt tat bad afterall..
He used to be my bestfren, brother, teacher n last bt nt least a wonderful lover..
There's smthg which i tink we r nt compatible wif so i tink after nw which has been a year plus..
I have realised that it is time for me to let him go...
If there's a fate, there will be a fate..
Time will decide everyting..

Nw, i'm jz so scared if my feelings for him getting more stronger each day..
As each day, every single ting i did will jz remind me of him..
Fuh!!..
I tink i hv already said wt i gonna confess so YUP!..
I ain't gonna cry no more..

Once u start to love,
you end with tears

Tata!!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Hw to??..

Hey..
Back wif blogging..

Sori for the temporary closure as i'm kida of bz wif some other stuff like work, proj, hari raya n alot lah..
Haha..

So lately jz wanna share abt tis feeling of mine..
I always wanted to blog like how other bloggers did bt the only ting is i'm kinda of lazy after looking at my own blog..

Seems like my blog need a rennovation hor??..

Hmm..Ok lah..
I'll find a day to rennovate it after Daddy buy for me another Mobile Broadband for me..
Hehe..

Updates abt me??...
-I'm super tired
-Felt so relieved wen everyting went smoothly wif my family
-I'm sick of my project bt so damn worried
-My wrist is SUPER FUNNY..swollen actuali..haizzz...
-Confused to choose ipod nano or ipod touch..

Okay..
I'll try harder to post alot more nxt time k??..
hehehe..
Love u guys lots!!..

Tata!!